I am right on the spot to face this problem now. How close is close? And how far is far?

 Does closeness mean living in the next door or meeting each other often? Does farness mean living

at the other side of earth or intangible? To tell you the truth, I’m truly confused right now~~~

 Things are variable in this world, that nobody could predict what would happen in the next

second. Would I regret ever meeting someone or never coming across them? Which should be regretted

more? What about saying love someone but you never do, or never get a chance to say you love them?

Which hurts more?

 Another question: should I measure the familiarity of friends through years gone by? The ones

know you forever but actually know nothing about you, and the strangers lift up helping hands when

you are in miry clay, who is closer? Even more, who should I call as my friend? Someone is around

but unattainable? Someone stays actually intangible but always supportive? Someone stands in front

of you but never know what you are talking about? Someone is far away, but understands you and

share all your happiness and sorrow?

 I tost and turned these nights with all those disappointing questions.

 People come and leave in years. Precious memories and sweet tears are the gifts from growth,

which are invaluable comparing with the unprizable bitterness and hardness. Conflicts and rubbing

off are twins. As Murphy said, it is always easier to find other’s fault in a dispute. That is so

true. Asking for support by your side won’t be as effective as trying to stand yourself the other

side. As a result, understanding and communication are the only ways to get things through.

“If anyone says, “I love God,” yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not

love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen.” My Lord told me so. I

might be the one keeping too much stupid self-respect in misunderstandings. Otherwise, I'm just

too serious about what is true?  However, if I have enough love, I should be able to comprehend

all the emotionality. Or there's no way to have enough Love as God does in front of injustice?

“Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.” Could

I be that one? Or I’m still far from that? Close or far, just like to be or not to be, it is

still a question.